Moonlit Jazz

morning moon
full and sinking slow
stealing my dreams
from night into mist
clouds gather close
shutting out the day
morning moon
sinking slow and full
gathering my dreams
setting them free
high up to the heavens
beyond the clouds
beneath the glow
the morning moon

silliness, eh?

I love my Macbook. 🙂

Work has been an odd drag this week. And I keep waking up feverish. I think the hubby’s flu is catching up to me. Oh no!

Chatted with my sister today. It’s always good to hear from her. I keep forgetting my bluetooth ear thing. It’s much easier talking on the mobile with an ear thing. Then I can file and talk at the same time. Multi-tasking!

I had some Jamba Juice today. Mmmm. And then I had some pasta for lunch. Lots of stuff in the tummy!

The weather has been odd. I feel the tickle in my throat. Oh no!

Holli is a star!

desolate
no dreams
empty inside
floating free
shackled and tied
light yet weighed down
desperate
flailing into chaos
surrending everything
falling slow
an endless drop

Yeah, pepper spray. Out of control.

frozen in sunshine
the air so warm
each breath
turning cold
moving slow
eyes glittering
unshed crystal tears
expression smooth
unreadable at a glance
one thought
one whisper
pleading hope
but darkness
hardening dreams
now mere pictures
frozen in sunshine

we’re so serious

Isn’t my dachshund cute?

Sometimes I feel adrift. And not really for any reason. It’s just a feeling that sometimes overwhelms me. I get over it eventually but while it’s here I feel uneasy. And trying to explain it just doesn’t go very well. LOL!

the laughter sprinkles
light and sparkling
hiding bits of darkness
beneath tired eyes
the smile curves wide
twinkling with joy
masking weariness
simmering on the surface
the silence comforts
without questions
embracing the tears
holding them back from falling

I was bummed that Ryan didn’t win the SAG Award. Another time, another award perhaps for the young Mr. Gosling. 🙂 But I was quite happy for the folks on The Office. I LOVE THAT SHOW! Brilliant. And I loved how Helen Mirren won two for playing queens named Elizabeth. LOL!

Oh, but Ryan was cute all clean cut. And what’s with his lady McAdams and her pink streaks? LOL!

I’m thinking of you
but you don’t know it
I’m dreaming of you
but you’ll never know it
we’ve shared a few laughs
we’ve had a few drinks
we’ve walked hand in hand
we’ve stopped and kissed
I’m holding you close
but only in my mind
I’m whispering your name
but the sounds merely flutter
Your eyes never met mine
not even in passing
Your lips will smile
but not for me in passing…

I’ll take the blame
the reasons we’re apart
I’ll shoulder the burden
the weight of the sorrows
I’ll drown the complications
the implications of the end
I’ll take the blame
the distance we’re apart
I’ll shoulder the reasons
the explanations untold
just give it to me
drop it at my feet
let me keep it close
shut the door on us
stride silent from me
I’ll take the blame
the tears from your eyes
I’ll drown the laughter
the joy we once shared…

First, I got sucked into buying Robin Thicke’s newest CD. Freakin’ iTunes. It’s too easy to buy from there. He’s smooth though. I like him. I don’t know why. I think it’s kinda funny that his parents are Gloria Loring and Alan Thicke. Gloria Loring sang this song that I totally loved when I was a kid, “Friends and Lovers.” I remember buying the 45″ (that’s a record, for you young folks out there) and having to exchange it because it had scratches. LOL! I’m so weird.

So, myspace. I can’t believe I’ve actually given my fake myspace a whole name now. I even friended real Greg. Is that terrible or what? I think that most of the people on my fake myspace friends list are fake themselves. I have a fake Joshua Alba, a fake Jessica Alba, a (probably) fake Sandra McCoy. I’m trying to friend a fake Jared Padalecki, but so far no go. Oh, and fake Jensen Ackles. 😀 Yeah, it would be cool to have a fake Jensen Ackles myspace. LOL!

I think I have too much time on my hands. I need to flesh out the backstory on my fake myspace profile. So far I know she’s “in a relationship” and she lives in California. 🙂 She doesn’t have any “real” friends though. If anyone ever really looked at it, they could be suspicious. But who’s going to look? No one! Ha!