Moonlit Jazz

jt crying a river in my ears
Originally uploaded by walelia.

watching scrubs after posting to my LJ

so desolate
caught so still
so cold
found unmoving
so solemn
lost without light
so dark
felled by night
so hopeless
gripped by insecurity
so forsaken

So here I am working my last week at YVHS.

I’m a bit sad. I am really going to miss the lovely folks there. Everyone has been very nice, truly. And even though I’m leaving, they’re all happy for me. I know it’s going to be hard for them when I leave, but they are very understanding and it surprises me a bit. They really are a nice bunch. 🙂 I must remember to do thank you cards. 🙂

spend it with me
your time so precious
share them with me
your dreams so secret
we can search the stars
pin our hopes to the faraway
we can sit in silence
stir the possibilities without words
spare it with me
a moment without interruption
stay here with me
side by side against the horizon

Saffy has this look, eh?

Holli has a big yawn

We watch tv and they sleep

Got my fingerprints done this afternoon. The hubby is experimenting with his Zune. Bought some pens at Office Depot. Thought about a blank book at Barnes and Noble and remembered that I have many at home that I need to fill. 😉

I’ve been having lots of fun with my new phone, the enV. Spoiled? Sure. But it’s a neat-oh phone with a very decent camera. And I think it’s cool that you can carry around a camera wherever and whenever. 😉

best left unsaid
walk away undone
miss the point
ignore the truth
sigh over the rosy picture
brush aside the guilt
sweep it under the rug
step along happily
pretend all is well
deceiving the heart and mind
only lasts for so long
perpetuating the lie
eventually catches you in the web

stir the simplicity
cajole the complexity
dismiss the destiny
snaking through the silence
forgive the forbidden
break the binds
surrender the stars
shining bright in the night

PSYCH: We watched our recording of Psych today and I was amused by the name of the missing person: Deanna Sirtis. They did that on purpose, didn’t they? 😉 Another fun episode. I think I’ll always say that because I totally love the show and I have fun watching it.

LOST: We watched Lost on Thursday after work. Desmond!!! 😀 I like him, but only with the scruffiness. He looks odd clean shaven. LOL! The end rocked. I kept thinking that Desmond had some kind of connection to Claire or the baby, but it’s Charlie! Poor Charlie. Dear me!

CSI: Nick with a gun. Rockin’. And who the hell is the miniature killer?! I wanna know!!!

THE OFFICE: I almost cried when Michael was in the art gallery with Pam. It was probably one of the most touching moments of the show. He was such an ass the rest of the ep (as always) and he ended up redeeming himself in a way with that last scene… And the bat in the office! LOL! Jim is crazy and Dwight is a freak. LOL!… A great ep directed by Joss Whedon. 😉

HALF NELSON: Ryan Gosling stars in this movie as a teacher with a drug habit. Interesting movie. Not my usual fare, but Ryan was great in it, of course.

Does he deserve an Oscar for his performance? Well, it was definitely worthy of a nomination. And as a good fangirl, I might say that he definitely has a chance to win. But the way things are in Hollywood and given his age (the youngest of the bunch), I say his chances are slim. We shall see. 😉

I have more pictures at my website. Half Nelson An online marketing company sent me a link and I can use the materials on my site. I should probably update my Ryan site. Dear me. LOL!