The writer torn between two possible heros…

Tune on the MusicMatch: “If I Can Dream” by Elvis Presley

I’m going through writer’s block. So I’m letting two of my characters “talk” to me. It’s an exercise that hopefully helped. Well, it was fun anyway. 😉

“I’ve got so much more depth than him,” the brown eyed man scoffed. “I could add so much more humor and romance to your story than him.” He gestured toward the other man.

Blue eyes narrowed. “What do you know? She hasn’t even touched the heart or soul of me. It’s there, I swear.”

She sighed. She stared at both men, seeing their charm and appeal, knowing that she could write so much more into the dark eyes than into the blue eyes. But the blue eyes, they seemed to see more into her than she wanted.

“Dude, I can totally groove into anything you want and you know it,” brown eyes said. “That one over there can’t come close to my moves.”

She raised an eyebrow at blue eyes, issuing a silent challenge.

“I do not groove,” blue eyes frowned.

“Right, that’s going to help her with the story,” brown eyes rolled his eyes. “You need someone who can make you laugh, someone who can rock the socks of your readers. I am that man. Do it baby, you know you want to.”

She laughed. She couldn’t help it. Blue eyes looked utterly disgruntled.

“Can’t I just fuse your personality with his looks?” She asked brown eyes.

He shook his head. “Nope. He’s what he is and I am whatever you want.”

She knew he spoke the truth, but something about blue eyes tugged at her.

“I want to break that hard wall you’ve erected,” she implored blue eyes. “I want to make you laugh. I want to know what makes you tick. Help me.”

“Figure out my flaw and my passion,” he whispered.

Silence was his flaw. The thought intrigued her.

“Come on sweetie, don’t fall for him,” brown eyes tried to draw her away.

“I can’t figure out his passion,” she said.

Brown eyes sighed. “You’re dense, you know that? YOU are his passion.”

Blue eyes smiled, a very knowing light in his eyes.

She sat back in her chair. “Me?”

Blue eyes nodded. “Of course.”

“So show me more! I only get a flicker of the possibilities,” she said. “With him, I can feel his words pour out of me. But you, you’re so silent. When I try to write what you say, it sounds stilted.”

“It’s because you’re afraid of not liking what I might say. You’re afraid that I won’t be a good match. You can’t see past my guy image. You think I’m just about golf and baseball. You’ve got to figure out the rest of it.”

Brown eyes watched her. “I still think I’m a better hero dude.”

“Maybe in another story,” she winked.

“It’s not unusual…”

Tune on the MusicMatch: “It’s Not Unusual” by Tom Jones

Yes, I freakin’ bought Tom Jones’ Reloaded: Greatest Hits. I’m diggin’ it. I have it and Elvis Presley shuffled on my MusicMatch, so I’ve got the fellows singing to me right now. Yeah baby. 😉

HEY, THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS…

Meesh – I think Wil Wheaton ROCKS. He’s such a good writer. And he was on Star Trek the Next Generation! (My favorite of all the ST incarnations.) I will never understand why people did not like his Wesley Crusher. It’s like the whole hating Joxer on Xena thing. I don’t understand it! Ah well.

Vikkicar – Thanks for randomly coming by! 🙂 It’s always great to hear from new people.

Krisann – The JAG ep was cool. I loved seeing Greg looking all Marine! 😉 He looked good, of course. And your boy Zito was HANDSOME. And I don’t think I’ve heard him say so many words. LOL! He was cool. He’s got a nice voice. 😀 And okay, dreamy dark eyes. Awww.

another one of Barry on JAG

But I have to say, I love my Greg best. 😉

WGL on JAG

Lauren has a new layout and I mention it because one of the layout choices is Mark Mulder. Rockin’!

Oh, and someone signed the guestbook! Hi there Lala. Thanks for taking the time to write. I suppose it will all make sense in the end, as you say…

JAG

Greg as Lt. Dave Phelps in the JAG ep 'The Boast'
William Gregory Lee as Lt. Dave Phelps in the JAG episode “The Boast”

Yes, I watched the JAG episode. I’ll do “real” screencaptures later, but I took a few pictures with my digital camera while I was watching. I’m a cheater! LOL!

Of course, I thought Greg did a fantastic job. More lines than his other JAG ep. 😉 He played Lt. Dave Phelps, Marine. Lt. Phelps gets beaned by Navy boy Crawford, played by Mr. Barry Zito. (I forgot his title and rank. Oh well, I’ll just have to watch it again.)

I suppose you want a picture of Zito? All right, here’s one:

Barry Zito as Crawford on JAG

He does look good though. I must agree with all the girls who think so. 😉 I know you’re out there!

Someday soon I’m going to do screencaptures. I need to do this episode and that Run of the House ep. 😛 The things I’ll do for my websites. LOL!

Listening to “I’m a Roustabout” by Elvis Presley

Friday night musings…

The husband is watching Joan of Arcadia, so I haven’t gotten a chance to watch JAG yet. 😛

DISTURBING

DIED: Onetime child star Jonathan Brandis, 27, whose credits included two seasons on Steven Spielberg’s “SeaQuest DSV,” died Nov. 12, reports Reuters. The L.A. County Coroner’s office is investigating the death, which was reported by the LAPD as a possible suicide, said Lt. Ed Winter of the coroner’s Investigations Bureau. The coroner performed an autopsy, but the cause of death will not be announced for at least another onth, when the results of blood and toxicology tests are returned.

I am so sad. I found one article on Yahoo via E! Online and that was it. It’s just awful. 🙁

I will never ever understand taking one’s own life. What was so difficult in his life that he thought it best to end it? How did all the light in the world darken in his eyes, leading him to a path of eternal darkness? Why did he do it?

No one will ever know.

Such an utter waste.

WORK WAS…

Okay. It wasn’t terribly exciting. We were low staffed, of course. And no one cared except the four of us in the office wearing blue. 😛 I have to thank Ms K for pulling all those jackets for me. THANK YOU!!! 😀

THE HOUSE LOOKS…

CLEAN! Much cleaner than if I did it myself. Really, it’s nice having someone else come in and clean your house. I’m glad we can do it. I’m glad we found someone who does a good job. I’m sure my dogs are not glad to be in the garage when the cleaning gal is here. Ah well, someone has to sacrifice, right? 😉

LOOKING FORWARD TO…

A short work week. Yeehaw!!! And maybe, just maybe, it won’t be too horrendous and we can all enjoy the slower pace. Or am I just indulging in some wishful thinking?

Thanksgiving! 🙂 I’ll be having company on Saturday after Thanksgiving. Can’t wait! Fun fun fun! But what to feed my guests? I’ve never entertained before and I don’t cook. Ye gods!

Listening to The washer and the dryer going at it…

Neil Gaiman’s advice to authors

How does one get published? I need to write something. Anything. Oh, and I need to finish it!

WIL WHEATON DOT NET: screaming into the eye of the lens

WIL WHEATON DOT NET: screaming into the eye of the lens Damnit, he made me cry. Wil Wheaton, you made me cry with that last line. You’re awesome. 🙂 And then I read down to thin paper wings and I almost cried again. You’re a lucky guy to have such memories in such vivid detail.

THE FRIDAY FIVE

1. List five things you’d like to accomplish by the end of the year.
Revamp my websites (especially my Erik Thomson site), buy chairs for my dining room, organize my digital pictures for online viewing, holiday cards, write a short story…

2. List five people you’ve lost contact with that you’d like to hear from again.
Frank (high school friend), Bernie (also high school friend), Risa (movie theatre friend), Jeff (former deputy), Erik (former number one online guy)

3. List five things you’d like to learn how to do.
Play the piano, cook adobo (and lots of other things!), sew on a sewing machine, speak Tagalog, play poker.

4. List five things you’d do if you won the lottery (no limit).
Travel to New Zealand and the Philippines, set up a college fund for my goddaughter, buy houses for our parents and sisters, build our dream house, have a BIG party!

5. List five things you do that help you relax.
Surf the internet, listen to music, watch tv, read romance novels, write stories

Who would have thought this Friday Five would be so fun and so difficult at the same time? LOL!

Our cleaning lady is here. Yes, we hired a cleaning lady. I had to put the doggies in the garage and they don’t like it! Oh well, too bad for them. 😉

Trixie has my Saffy trapped!
Trixie has Saffy trapped!

Isn’t that just the cutest picture? 😀

I got up early today because of the cleaning lady. 😛 How sad is that? No, I’m not usually up at 0700 hrs. It’s almost 0900 hrs as I write. Ohhh!

WILLIAM GREGORY LEE, BARRY ZITO – tonight on JAG

Big reminder, eh? WATCH IT! I shall be a happy A’s and WGL fan tonight. My two fandoms converging on tv. What are the freakin’ chances? I’m excited! I can’t wait to watch the episode. I can’t wait to see Greg with short hair! 😛

Listening to “Last Christmas” by Wham!