I will never

I will never
blossom beneath sunshine
while night rides the sky
whisper in moon shadows
while day lights bright and blue
I will never
curse the fates
while stepping aside
cry dry tears
while laughing outside
I will never
find my way
while smiling to the heavens
forget the horizon
while watching the tide
I will never
hold you close
while pushing you away
touch your heart so soft
while wishing you would stay