I never thought I would be one of those people who would write off someone in my life. And be happy about it. And actually wish ill will upon that person.
Excuse the cussing below.
I am so glad this person will never part of *my* family. I TRIED, I did, to accept that this person was to be part of my life even though every fiber in my being rebelled against it. If we were strangers, we would have stayed strangers. She’s a mere imitation of a person, someone obviously souless and utterly PATHETIC. But now she has crossed the line.
It must be a game to her. And it’s SICK. And demented. And HORRIBLE. Part of me wonders why I am even wasting any energy on this, but it must be done. I must accept it and then let it go. I won’t let it fester in my soul. But I will embrace it, along with the horrors that my imagination sets forth.
For me, the most upsetting thing is that her words, her LIES are affecting the person I love the most in the whole world. And it’s affecting the people who mean the world to him. Does she get it? Does she understand that she is now DEAD to the people who are supposed to be there for her? Does she understand that those people WERE THERE for her when she needed them and she has cut that bond with the absolute untruths she uttered? And for what? Because she’s angry? Oh, they’re not helping her now, so let’s lash back with a bunch of SHIT without any foundation. What kind of sane person does that? She would defend herself and say that she’s sane and everyone else is wrong. Isn’t that funny? Everyone else has done something wrong to her. She wants to paint herself the victim so that she has an excuse for her insanity. But at what price? Come on, be an ADULT and take responsibility for yourself! You can do it, can’t you?
Part of me hopes that she finds my words here. And I hope the one little sane part of her realizes what she has done and I hope that little part of her cries against the insanity of the rest of her.
And here is my promise to her: YOU ARE DEAD TO ME. If I ever speak to you again, it will be to say YOU ARE A LYING BITCH WHO DOESN’T DESERVE THE LOVE OF YOUR FAMILY. And don’t you ever ever mention *MY* FAMILY again. Drive them out of the mush you call a brain because you are ashes and dust, you pathetic waste of breath.
Oh yes, and FUCK YOU!
